27 August 2009

It's Not Sprints: a Dialogue of Unspoken Understanding

for Kellee

"It's not sprints!" she exclaims, half-laughing.

I smile.

"Not sprints?" I ask. Though I know what she means, I ask with the sort of child-like meekness that a 7 year old friendship allows.

"It's not sprints..." We pause to consider; she's staring into the ground now, eyebrows up, blinking slowly. I follow her example in this and sigh.

"The race of faith is endurance training!" she declares. I jump.

She's in her element now; eyes squinted and ablaze, she dances out the description of muscles, and arteries, and blood, and whispers of that darkly sacred last repetition that everyone who exercises knows too well.

I am not one of them. I survey her with love and general amusement. Watching her, I imagine that if I didn't speak English, I would think that she was describing a war. She is describing a war. I haven't slept.

"Yeah, it's definitely not sprints- it's more like slow diligence." My voice is an emission which infects the air around us. Her familiar face turns to me with all sobriety and whispers through a smile:

"Perseverance of the saints."

This is love, the force which gently commands: "You are not free not to."